Timika Bates
2012-02-09 01:15:27 UTC
my life has been so rough i have always had a strong belief in god and
i have always tried to follow the principals but i am finding that
life is so hard to the point where i wish to no longer live i have
battled depression my whole life i have two kids 11 and 2 and i a
BROKE. how do you wake up everyday knowing that you can't provide or
do anything more for our children then the day before? i feel like a
disappointment and i am starting to feel god has forgotten. i have had
to partially hospitalized due to a nervous break down, my lights are
off and my water we are virtuously homeless, how do you wake up and
want to see this. my kids are suffering all because i helped everyone
and now there is no one to help me. the money is null and void no
income tax due to a debit i was unaware of what do i do when i don't
want to see earth and i feel like god has abandon me how do i go on
when the one thing i believed in the church the christian ways, are no
where to be found? HOW WILL I MAKE IT IF I CONTINUE TO SEE THIS AND
NOT JESUS
i have always tried to follow the principals but i am finding that
life is so hard to the point where i wish to no longer live i have
battled depression my whole life i have two kids 11 and 2 and i a
BROKE. how do you wake up everyday knowing that you can't provide or
do anything more for our children then the day before? i feel like a
disappointment and i am starting to feel god has forgotten. i have had
to partially hospitalized due to a nervous break down, my lights are
off and my water we are virtuously homeless, how do you wake up and
want to see this. my kids are suffering all because i helped everyone
and now there is no one to help me. the money is null and void no
income tax due to a debit i was unaware of what do i do when i don't
want to see earth and i feel like god has abandon me how do i go on
when the one thing i believed in the church the christian ways, are no
where to be found? HOW WILL I MAKE IT IF I CONTINUE TO SEE THIS AND
NOT JESUS